I don't really know much, but I know I need to be making something. Somehow the business of building, making, creating is a salve to my soul. Often the end result means little to me, and may be cannibalized for the next thing. It's the process that matters...
Do you have enough avenues for being creative?
Shot with 30D & 30mm 1.4 at f9, 1/250th, iso 100, using a 430EX either side each in an umbrella set to 1/4 power.